I am. I'm laughing on top but I'm dying inside. I feel helpless and rubbish about myself. I don't even feel like doing the things I like. There is no hapiness left in me. That is the truth, although I am kidding myself by looking at memes and laughing, after I'm done laughing same sadness comes back to me. I feel annoyed, angry, sad and happy at the same time. The thought goes through me that it's kind of good that they didn't get in semis but if you ask me what I truly wanted it was the world cup. Especially after Afghanistan game I would day dream about Babar making 80 and Fakhar making a 100 in semi against India chasing 260 and then in the final Pakistan is cruising at 140-1 and in the end Babar makes 100*, Fakhar makes 70 and we win the World cup chasing 263. In a few weeks it'll hurt. I'm just happy Babar has done decently in this world cup but still people are bashing him. Bechara Babar. It's really hard to stay away from social media so trolls are also annoying. I just hope now that India don't win this cup. I hope England win this world cup.